Fear. |
Hello, its twenty-twelve double. Lol.
Anyways, i gave up on gaming because i cant score the target score... so i'd like to talk about my fears. When i was a kid, that didnt have much problem to handle (or didnt have any at all) well, usually afraid or ghosts, dark shadows and so on. As for me, i love watching horror movie. So at that time the most scariest movie that i've watched is Ju On(japanese) and 13th Stairs (korean). Haha, and yes i was afraid to take bath or even go into the bathroom at nights, or even at day alone. My pet, my cats always the 'victims' untuk teman diri sndiri mandi. Lol whutt. Hahaha. So that's the younger vers.
As a teen now, sweet sixteen as they say.. Frighten of ghost, always there deep down. But soon, things we're different. Before i met my boyfriend. I never well, actually look at things and surrounding dengan cara yg berbeza. Now, all im afraid of is losing my mum. Like she's the only one i have in this world, and life ! So like seriously, she's everything. Aku tkprnah nak merasa khidupan family. Ayah pun tkpernah ada. i mean walaupun ada, nak merasa kedudukan Ayah itu diisi dalam keluarga tu tkpernah. Then, adik bradik? Jarak umur segalanya. Atas aku je, 28 tahun. Others? Ofc lagi tua. Ad khidupan and family sndiri kene jga. So left me alone w mama. So, losing her is like losing my whole world.
Then, Adrin is moving to Shah Alam. I know it seems lama lagi. Like lepas dpt keputusan SPM nnti. I mean, why pindah? I know wlaupun tkpindah, kalau dpt tmpt belajar lain lain pun. Same je right? Just like, entahla. Lately, this thing stuck in my head. Keep thinking about this. Like, satu perasaan tk elok. Curious, afraid. So on ): So, imma thinking to apply overseas... gotta work hard. Siapa tknk? Hahaha. Thats all i guess? Imma lacking ideas to type... so see yah!
19th December 12' |
"They say, when you love each other. No matter what you do or where you are. The time seems very worth to just spending it together."
Woke up in the morning. Around 9 something. Last check on the backpacks. Making sure is everything is okay and complete. Around 11AM, picking boyf up at his home. Went to some places and straight away to SunwayLagoon. Thank god there's not so much people. Rather than today (20th) which will be RM20 for all parks? And i just knew about the price is RM90 for everything and all parks. No more can single or two/three parks as i've known of few years back. *big sigh. And from this, i know imma gonna broke real bad.
So, first thing is the WildLife park :) Saw many kinds of animals. Squirrels, rabbits, goats ! hahaha. Bird Savannah was fun too. Gotta pet some birds, and chickens? Lol. Adrin love the part of Snakes. Hehe. He got excited w snakes. Then we head to the water park for awhile. Got ourselves changed and put our stuff in the multi-open locker. Only cost up RM15? Gotta cheap y'know. You can open it as many times as you want. After the WaterPark for awhile, we went some rides. My favorite was Pirate's Revenge. The big ship, that goes as high as and stuch in the middle? You head facing DOWN ! Shit ass. Haha. Adrenaline rush like shit man. Hahaha. My first time being this extreme? Ohyes. Then we went some simple rides, then roller-coaster. We queued up for the scream park but we have to wear at least slippers because we are barefooted at that time. (NO PICTURES OF ME WET THOU ): I LOOK SMOKING SMEXY W THE BLACK SPORTS BRA. MWAHA -.-)
So we though to head the waterpark and then went to the ScreamPark again. Well, i didnt happened. We spend our time mostly in the waterpark till 5pm or something. Finished bath and changed. Went out. Headed to the SunwayPyramid. First stop, TGV Cinemas. Well planned, Beanie Plexx for Hobbit Movie ;3 Had our dinner at PizzaHut <3 Then, spend our time 3 hours of movie. After movie went supper w mama. Then went home. Arrived 12 something. So that's the day. We had such a fcking great experience and yeah. Here's some pictures.
Here's the view of the Beanie Plexx. Ehe.
Labels: AProphercy, Diaries
Wishlist #1074 |
"They say be careful what you wish for.
I say, i have countless wishes that i know either they'll come true or just words of desires"
Hello ! Good evening.
I'm actually sleepy thou. Woke up at 8am. Trsngtlah awal, but bestnye, senang betul nak segar -.- Cuba kalau waktu sekolah? Dia punya liat, nauzubillah. Nyways, 8AM till 12AM tengok movie je dengan anak sedara ksyangan sorg ni. Memula "The Bug's Life" by Walt Disney, then Antz by Dream Works. Lasly Finding Nemo by Walt Disney (CD tu tklama kemudian patah) so yeah. Had enough animated for a day! hahaha. As usual, routines. 12 mandikan adik, kadang mandi sama. Opps. Then siapsiapkan dia prgi sch, as usual juga kene suapkan dia nasi ayam dalam kereta bfore sch. Penat act suapsuap ni. But mama slalu marah if i complain to much. Yealah, ahli syurga kan. Cant blame Aleef all the way because he's autism.
Nyways, after all that huff and puff. Singgah IOIMall sbelum amik Aleef petang tdi. As Puchong punya cuaca mcm tkbetul. Kejap panas gila kejap mendung then hujan. Makes me headache. Macam ada darah tknk turun k. Stuck je dekat kepala. buat kepala rasa sngt berat, and pening woi -.- Tu dekat IOI pun, lebih 4 barang aku jatuhkan. Nasib tkde pegang yg crystals or senang pecah. Maut nak bayar woi. Hahahaha. Lepastu, singgah pasar malam pula. Rindu nak makan Cakoi <3 sedap k. Heheheh.
Sampai rumah packing for tomorrow. Superrbb excited. Lepas tengok Jane by Design. Confirm wa tidur. Too tired. A good thing waking up early. Ehe. Cant wait for tomorrow. SunwayLagoon w beloved hubbie. Mweh mweh mweh...... akhirnya tercapai nak LagoonLagoon dgan boyf :p Teet bye.
Labels: Diaries